Quite frankly, it felt a bit odd. It's been a long time, and setting up the machine, etc., took a bit of cognitive attention rather than just being routine.
This is far and away the nicest studio space and configuration I've ever had. In other studio incarnations, I was coping with limitations and making things work regardless. Here, I've got my dream space, or close enough, and all my carefully curated stuff readily accessible. It's almost intimidating. I'm dealing with a combination of imposter syndrome and a disinclination to make a big creative mess. The cure for that is to get to work, so I'm trying to wind down the moving-in chores so I can focus on art again.
To that end, I emptied the last of the boxes, found a recycling center, and got them out of here. That was a big relief.
And I'm finally back on my bike, in my happy place. I'm near a leg of the Montour trail, which is a converted railroad bed. This section winds through suburbia, so it's not a wild ride, but it is nice and flat, and that's what I need while I regain conditioning. And it has all the familiar wild plants I know and love all along it.
And I found a few local farmer's markets, not grand in scale but with good vendors that have what I crave, like Red Haven peaches. And while it feels odd not to have my own flowers to cut, a bouquet from the market makes me happy.
And there are food trucks, like this one where I got an amazing lobster roll.
So bit by bit, I am building my new normal. It feels good.
4 comments:
Great to read this post you inspire me Sue!
Hi Pam! What a kind comment! There have been times where you have inspired me as well. In this life we are always striving and reinventing ourselves for sure.
Wow Sue! Good for you and your focus to get back into the studio. And seeing those empty boxes on their way to be recycled made me smile. It seems like yesterday that we were doing the same thing. We also have some wonderful farmer's markets that we take advantage of each week. Cheers!
Nice to hear from you Franki, and hope you are doing well. Yes, the studio life is the only life for me at this point.
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